We Will Never Forget...

 Post originally written on Melanie's Randomness on September 11th, 2010

We will never forget. This is a photo I took of one of the beams at the Franklin Ave Elementary School. In Pearl River, New York every school has a beam. My high school has 2 beams. The next town over has 1 beam in a courtyard in the center of town.
I remember on September 11th, I was 16 years old, junior in high school, being in gym class around 8:40am. I'll never forget one of the other students saying to me that plane looks a lil low...and we heard the noise of a plane overhead. It might have been one of the planes. I looked up and it was eerie, reallly eerie. I finished the soccer game, ran to change back into my clothes, and then ran to Mr. Licht's class. I mean ran, because I was late. I ran up the 3 stories of stairs from the gym to the Math Wing all out of breath and when I entered the classroom everyone was sitting and Mr. Licht saw me and said "Oh good now everyone is here." I sat down out of breath & Mr. Licht said, "Just to let all of you know there was a terrorist attack on the World Trade Centers a few minutes ago." I let out the breath I didn't know I was holding. We finished class for 42 minutes and then I went to Latin. There I found out that the buildings collapsed. Mrs. Probst was on the phone with her husband and she said it out loud for us all to here. My high school is about 20 minutes from the George Washington bridge just outside Manhatten, so we were in a lock down. My memory is fuzzy of the exact moments but I remember falling out of my chair at some point or I missed the chair of those horrific desks that have the chair glued to it. No one noticed. When I left Latin I thought the world had gone nuts. I heard that the Sears tower had been hit that there were planes at the Pentagon and soo much other stuff. A friend's father worked in the building but for some reason he didn't go to work that day.

Next thing I know I was walking to the main office to call my mom but my mom was already there. It was like she just appeared out of no where. I didn't have a cell phone back then so it literally was her appearing from behind the line of buses. I remember running to her because she got let out of her job and they told her to get your kids and go sit in your basement. We went home and watched it on the TV for days. I don't think I'll ever see people walk out of Manhatten so calmly again in my entire life. I think I watched Spongebob Squarepants on Nickelodeon because it was the only TV channel that was still broadcasting other things.

What boggles my mind is the people that for some reason didn't go to work that day. My friend's dad didn't go in. Some people were stuck in traffic. Some people were sick that day. Others just didn't go to work. I luckily didn't have any family that was killed or injured but I know of soldiers that from my high school and friends that have served to fight against terrorism. It's just...Our whole world changed that day.

I've been to Ground Zero and it's just...there are no words to describe. On the road I used to go my college on you used to be able to see the towers of light they did in memoriam. I remember when i was a cheerleader and we had away games in Westchester county you could look out from the Tappan Zee Bridge and see New York City. It's the eeriest & sadest thing in the world to not see the Twin Towers because I always tried to look and see them whenever we by. I was going to go have lunch on top of them for my 16th birthday but I got sick and me and my parents didn't go.

All I can think about is that scene in the movie Signs where the lil boy says, "All the history books are going to change".

I remember asking my parents where they were when Kennedy was shot years ago when I studied it. My mom was in sewing class & hmm can't remember where my dad was and When my future child one day asks me where I was when the World Trade Centers went down Ill tell them the above answer and give them a hug shortly after.

 Where were you? What will you tell your children when they ask? 

Blessings to all the families and lives that the day irrevocably changed. We will never forget. R.I.P. I hope one day the war on terrorism will end. I hope.

Friday Thoughts: A New Start

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Well it has been a while since I've blogged - a year almost to the day - but I'm so excited to restart my journey here. It's been a long year of ups and downs, new dreams, and hope of great things to come. I thought I would just share a few things here and there while I get back into groove of things! =)

  • Thank you Banana Republic Factory Store & Loft for carrying XL sizes in Tops in your stores. It's so hard as a plus size girl to find good quality clothes that fit and don't tug at every curve, especially work appropriate ones and to be able to try it on in the store is wonderful. =)
  • Hidden Figures DVD is on sale next week at Target for $10 bucks! Definitely buying that movie! Can't wait to see it!
  • I'm loving my new Iphone 7 Plus! It's a pretty big phone, especially with the case, but it's such a step up from last phone - Samsung Galaxy 6. The photos are so much better! But, it doesn't fit in my pocket so I have to be crazy careful with it. 
  •  I'm excited to pick up Paula Hawkins new book - Into The Water this weekend. I loved Girl on the Train! 
  • While the husband is away, the wife will clean. My husband is out the whole weekend and I'm ready to give our studio condo a thorough cleaning. *Fingers Crossed* In the next few months we will hopefully be putting our condo up on the market, so every little bit helps!
  •  I'm officially 30,000 words - approx 75 word document pages into my romance novel. It's taken me a long time to get here and I already have ideas swirling for a follow-up. By the end of the year, even if I have to self-publish it, I will finish this book!!
  • I completed my 2017 NYC Comic Con fan verification! I know it doesn't guarantee a ticket for this year but I'm one step closer. I haven't gone in about 8 years. Even if it's just one day I want to go! I think I'm going to go as Ramona Flowers from Scott Pilgrim. She's one of my favorite characters ever!
  • Have you seen the trailer for the new "The Dark Tower" movie? Wow it looks good!!! I've always been a big fan of Stephen King novel adapted movies! Also I spied a tribute to The Shinning in a quick moment too! =P
I hope you all have a great weekend and I will be back on Sunday! 

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